thinking about others

[Adena]

I know its a odd poll, but I have been talking to afew of my girls, and a few of my guys and the subject came up and I thought it intersesting how people think and react to things..

I know it's no secret that I am utterly IN love with Shara,* I know babe, Im bragging again, I cant help it* the real her, and I know my chances are pretty slim at times to really develop things majorly anytime soon, but that does not stop me from thinking about her,,

It's hard to explain but I mainly think about our past so far, I think about all the little things that she may not have noticed doing that just.. just made me feel so special, And I try to let her know as often as I can about those times, I think about things I can do, or say that would meke HER feel just as needed and appreciated..
I think about her, and what would make her feel good about herself over anything else, even my own wants

Im in a sappy mood the past few days but I can't help it, Im twitterpated as Kelly would say

[Shara]

Oh my. *blush*

[Master Bondora]

Number one of course, and I think most guy would vote for it too...

[Halan]

I am an all of the above all those things are raceing though my mind at the mo.

[Jetzt]

Adena love,, you REALLY need to get layed, REALLY... BY A MAN!

[Shara]

*hits Jetzt over the head with a frying pan*

[Halan]

I'm in a really sappy mood today as well.

[Jetzt]

*smacks his head against the desk*

[The Ghost of J3Carlilse]

I would have to say first I worry about if they like me, then I only think about getting layed, but then it turns into more the all of the above option

[Adena]

LOL*

Honestly everyone thinks of that stuff at some point, I admit I've gottem my mind in naughty places.. But yeah, I do worry alittle bit about how she feels about me, always wondering if Im saying or doing the right things..

[Halan]

and that is why I am here adena. ;D

[Kentos Fey’lya / Adamis]

Never actually thought about it. Does really effect me, as I haven't really done it yet.

[Adena]

jediadamis said:

Never actually thought about it. Does really effect me, as I haven't really done it yet.

well it does not really have to be a relationship even, I just used Shara as a example simply because that woman is everything to me in my personal life, next to my boys of course.. and I love her to the point where my personal wants take a back seat, and I gave myself entirely to her in every way,

but even how you interact with family and such counts too

[Kentos Fey’lya / Adamis]

I don't really think that much when I interact with my family. Besides thats a whole different kind of love than the type that you are talking about.

[Lady Zahra/Jules]

Well, I for one care about how the person feels and want to make sure a day doesn't go by that they don't know they are loved. I am twitterpated over Drew. Everytime we spend time together, I am wanting to cheer him up if he needs it, calm him when he is mad, encourage him when he is down, listen to him, show him in every way possible how much I love him and care for him. Let him know that I would do anything for him. Hell, I'd even make a complete ass out of myself to make him smile and laugh. I don't want a day to go by that he doesn't know that he is always in my thoughts and dreams. For him to know just what he does to me when he is around. How my heartbeat quickens and a smile comes to my lips just when I meantion his name or see him. How his sweet words and love has brought tears of joy to my eyes.....and I want to know that I don't complicate his life but somehow make it better. I don't want him to doubt the love I have for him.

Drew, if you see this, baby, I love you! *kisses*