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Post by Adena on Mar 11, 2005 1:52:18 GMT
Adena brushes her Wifes silvery mane back and looks at her with the affectin, and admiration one would give only the most cherrished of persons, a warm loving smile on her lips as she draws herself closer. " but that make it OUR past as well love, I see no ruining our honeymoon, mearly makeing that last bridge stronger "
she cups the others cheeks and Kisses her passionatly, running one gloved hand into the others hair
" Infact honey, I was sorta hoping that you would be able to share that past with me, so perhaps WE can do something about it"
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Post by Shara on Mar 11, 2005 1:57:03 GMT
OOC: Gosh darn foundetall I g2g.  MIGHT be back later. |
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Post by Shara on Mar 12, 2005 2:15:39 GMT
Adena brushes her Wifes silvery mane back and looks at her with the affectin, and admiration one would give only the most cherrished of persons, a warm loving smile on her lips as she draws herself closer. " but that make it OUR past as well love, I see no ruining our honeymoon, mearly makeing that last bridge stronger " she cups the others cheeks and Kisses her passionatly, running one gloved hand into the others hair " Infact honey, I was sorta hoping that you would be able to share that past with me, so perhaps WE can do something about it" ::Shara blinks back a tear:: "I guess... you are right. Of course you are. It's just, just hard. There is much I wish to forget." ::She sighs, taking a deep breath:: "You know that child, back at Nar Shadaa? You've probably already figured it out already, but she is mine. Mine and the human male I was once married to." ::She falls silent, thinking of just what to say:: |
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 2:45:22 GMT
Adena smile sympathetically, stroking her hair " I understand love, and yes I could sence the connection, I've had my own children in the past sweetheart, I've seen them grow, or be taken into protection,,I've seen one become a brilliant killer of dreams, and another skinned alive but the before mentioned...I know what its like to wish to forget.."
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Post by Shara on Mar 12, 2005 2:57:26 GMT
"That's something I love about you.... you understand. You've been there and worse so you know what it feels like. But it is not the child who troubles me..... she couldn't be in safer hands." ::She draws her knees up and wraps her arms arounds them, a distant look in her eyes:: "I have never before or sence met a man as kind as her father was. Resale Kel..... he helped me get the Keel, got me off Nar Shadaa when I was afraid I'd be stuck there forever. He loved me, and I him so I thought. But I...." ::She takes a deep breath, shaking her head::
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 3:04:01 GMT
She places a sympathetic hand on Sharas head, cradeling her into her breast as she idly teased the womans hair.her mind gently feeding the Echanti with soothing thoughts, " I know how that can be love, I had to Kill the father of my first daughter...Kuelmargh, he was ..differant than your case love, Im sure..and I'll gladly explain that when you wish,, but your doing good love, take a deep breath, feel the life of the jungle below you, let its soothing patters draw your tention away..I'm here for you, for Us.."
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Post by Shara on Mar 12, 2005 3:21:22 GMT
::Shara pulls away slightly, a maniacal glint in her eyes:: "I don't deserve to be soothed so.... I killed him, Adena. I killed him and I laughed about it to myself later. And then I lied to them, his family..... they don't have the slightest idea, never suspected. They have had no reason to. I'm sure you had reason for killing that Kuelmargh person.... but I had no logical reason at all. There were some things that happened, but nothing worth what I did.....It was spite. Madness. I don't like that madness. And I know it's still in here" ::she places a hand over her heart:: "somwere, just waiting...." ::she burries her face in Adena's shoulder::
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 3:25:28 GMT
Adena holds her close " I was the darkness that became the darkside Shara, I know all too well what lurks in others, You tasted that for a slight moment in my own mind..We can look into this together, holding it will only allow it to feaster, and I killed Kuelmargh because he had the faintest questioning thought about being more powerful,,simply a passing thought, nothing he'd taken to heart...that is hardly reason"
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Post by Shara on Mar 12, 2005 3:39:48 GMT
"I can't imagine you ever doing something like that..." ::She slips her arms around Adena's waist:: "Do you ever..... well, do you ever think of what you could have done, had you stayed a Sith? Were you'd be now?"
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 3:43:38 GMT
Adena turns her head to the window, casting her eyes across the vast view of the jungle " I would still be at Lirreka's side, Vice Matron of the House of EbonClaw, and Darklord...our rule of this Galaxy would be absolute,,the skins of my rivals haining in my grand gallery like a work of art, my daughters moving thier massive fleets beyond the rim insearch of new conflicts"
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 3:56:46 GMT
Adena shrugs again " I would never have seen my Daughter slaughtered, one become Lirrekas hand, and not have seen my son taken deep into the Rift for protection, I would not have suffered the pains of loosing those closest to me, I would have never learned who, and what I really am..I would have never found you and become complete....and I rather have things the way they are now.."
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Post by Shara on Mar 12, 2005 4:01:32 GMT
::Shara smiles slightly, leaning up to pull Adena into a short kiss:: "That is good to here.... but still, you've never regretted it? To have so much power and loose it....."
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 4:10:56 GMT
Adena presses her cheek into the others hair and smiles almost sadly. " I am like the tragic hero of the anicent myths love, I suffer so that others may find a balance, and empower themselves ..the knowledge of what I do is power all on its own..and what good is power if I can only destroy those about me, never being able to actually grow because those who I may learn things from are slaughtered in my thist to have MY power as it is...I don't care for power, it is mearly an illusion to me"
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Post by Shara on Mar 12, 2005 4:22:56 GMT
"To be so confident in your place..... if I ever manage to become half as wise as you are, I will be very well off indeed." ::She grins and kisses Adena again::
"Anyway.... enough of this. Lets think about something happy."
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Post by Adena on Mar 12, 2005 4:26:32 GMT
The Ivory Matron laughs and nips at Shara playfully/ " Oh, I could go on about you all day, but I fear that I would grow dull to you if I tried"
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