Seji
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Post by Seji on Jun 7, 2005 9:09:39 GMT
"I am not a jedi, but I can use the force. I am what you'd call a force sensitive. I manipulate the force in different ways."
Antraxx finished off his water.
"So why are you here? Why do you feel like that?"
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Bec Vaynn
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Post by Bec Vaynn on Jun 7, 2005 9:25:03 GMT
"I just feel lost... I am currently training to be a jedi... but I cannot become so hollow like the Jedi... I am too full of emotion and confusion and thought, I don't understand why I have to detatch myself from my feelings... I feel like I am slowly falling apart... What do I do to avoid being destroyed?"
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Seji
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Post by Seji on Jun 7, 2005 9:31:56 GMT
"What you must do is decide for yourself if want you want is true to your real self. I am no Jedi so I cannot give you advice regarding the jedi but I do know that a person should be happy."
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Bec Vaynn
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Post by Bec Vaynn on Jun 7, 2005 9:45:00 GMT
" I don't know what it is that I want... I am lost in everything, everytime I try and meditate, try and block everything else I just make it worse and my mind is so clouded. It hurts me, it really does. I don't know what I am meant to do, it is only a matter of time before my new master realises how crazy I am... I know he doesn't think very highly of me, I am still so confused on why he took me in as a padawan... I am too old and so full of confusion... it must be hard putting up with my foolish mind... I don't even know him... I know him as Jedi knight Alorn, I don't know him as Alorn Delish. He is not my friend, yet I call him master. How can I have such respect for someone I do not even know that well... I think this hole idea was stupid, I have doubt in everything, but most of all I doubt myself... I am so weak in every way "
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Seji
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Post by Seji on Jun 7, 2005 10:10:46 GMT
"No-one is weak in anything. Did you say 'Alorn Delish'?"
*Antraxx thinks to himself 'No it couldn't be, why has he done it again'?
"You my friend, if I may call you that, are confused. You need to clean up your mind if you wish to become a Jedi."
Antraxx thinks to himself 'If he keeps doubting himself he will end up with powers that he has no knowledge of how to control. He must not play with the Jedi arts if he isn't ready. How can Boli not sense this? Maybe he knows what his doing, maybe he is blind.
"Do you have a place to stay? What are your plans?"
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Bec Vaynn
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Post by Bec Vaynn on Jun 7, 2005 10:24:26 GMT
" I am staying at a hotel, my droid and all my things are there. In fact I should get back, I enjoy talking to you Antraxx my good friend... if I may call you that. I will be here tomorrow night, as much as I hate the noise there is something about this place, hopefully I will see you around and we can talk some more but until we meet again.. goodbye. "
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Post by Sarah Gilliam/Heather Felton on Jun 7, 2005 19:09:26 GMT
*She brightly smiles at him.* Well, I must be off. *She tips the hat she is wearing and leaves with her umbrella walking out into the crowded seats.*
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Halan
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Post by Halan on Jun 7, 2005 19:43:27 GMT
* Mandalore laughs to himself and leaves behind her out of the door into the high street*
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Post by Zaraki/Renji on Jun 7, 2005 22:48:40 GMT
Byakuya enters the cantina, concern etched in his face. The sith were up to something. Hopefully his contact would arrive soon. They had much to discuss.
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Enishi
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Post by Enishi on Jun 7, 2005 22:59:23 GMT
Byakuya enters the cantina, concern etched in his face. The sith were up to something. Hopefully his contact would arrive soon. They had much to discuss.
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Post by Zaraki/Renji on Jun 7, 2005 23:16:37 GMT
Byakuya thinks for a moment.
"Did you see the broadcast that the Sith put up? Something is going on. What do you think the Sith are trying to do?"
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Enishi
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Post by Enishi on Jun 7, 2005 23:40:42 GMT
Yes, I saw the broadcast. No, i'm not sure what their planning. The sith are always in motion.
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Post by Zaraki/Renji on Jun 7, 2005 23:52:06 GMT
"I have a few idea's on what there planning. I recognize this pattern. I've seen it before. But I have a plan on how to find out what they're planning, and thought I might talk to you first before I spoke with my master."
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Enishi
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Post by Enishi on Jun 8, 2005 1:39:57 GMT
*Enishi pondered what he said*
Now, why come to me, instead of your master?
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Post by Zaraki/Renji on Jun 8, 2005 22:29:03 GMT
Byakuya was taken aback by the question.
"Well, you are a Jedi, or were one, and your also a senator. I figured you have an ideal of what works. As well, I don't think the idea actually "fits" persay with the ideas of the Jedi. But I really only have two goals, and neither fits with the Jedi. I want to protect, but I refuse to empty my self of emotions."
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